I almost feel like I should start all over again.....blogging that is.....but I am partial to this blog although I have been negligent of posting any entries in the last year. I've been thinking about posting and that's all it's been....a fleeting thought....until now.
I like blogging!! Blogging is not only an outlet to express through writing....I have found it has also been a great diary, one which I can go back and read what I've written and be transported to that very day.
God has taken me through a much needed time of healing. Let's just say that one way people get fixed is they die. Not just physically but spiritually and for me the last year has been about death.
My mother passed away unexpectedly in February and my children's "Pe-Paw" passed away in June. A dear friend passed away in March. A close acquaintance passed away in July. And those are just a few of the funerals I've attended these last eight months. In another kind of death the church we had been attending "died" or as we said...it dissolved which I've written about but didn't realize how like a death it had been.
All I know is that we go through different seasons and sometimes those seasons are hard and painful and take a while to get through. I know I don't want to go through this season again but I'm also thankful for this season as it brought me more dependent on my Rock.....my Lord.....my Healer.....my Saviour.....my All in All.
My Lord has healed me....emotionally, spiritually and physically and I now look forward to expressing my "healthy" thoughts for any to read. And boy do I have some thoughts to express. :)